Monday, November 3, 2008

I wanna be famous, I wanna be a star, I wanna be in movies ...

Do you know what you wanna be when you grow up?
I've asked my mom, she doesn't know yet, I've asked my friends, they don't really know, we all got hopes and dreams, but only a few people in the world know what they want to do when they're young.
When I was younger I wanted to be a police officer, then I wanted to be a firefighter and then math teacher.

Now I really don't know.

I wanna be rich and happy. I wanna travel all over, see everything that is to see. I want people to look up to me. I want to make other people happy. I want to help. I want to do what Nigel Barker does, or Janice Dickinson, Karl Lagerfeld. I wanna take cool, new fresh photos, like Mario Testino, Mario Sorrenti, and Juergen Teller.
I want to take pictures of things that really matter. I wanna take pictures of feelings. Not just a person smiling, we all get that it's suppose to be happy, but I wanna take pictures that make you feel something. If you could look at a picture I've taken and be angry, sad or happy, you'd be my hero. If a picture makes you giggle, drop a tear, or just makes you stop and stare, I would be so proud that I can't explain it.

I wish I was great at... someting. It doesn't really matter what, just something I'm good at. So great that people from all over saw things I've done and they would say "Wow, she's good!"

How come some people know what they want to do when they're like 10 years old? Somebody just know that they want to be a doctor, a teacher, an accoundant. Somebody just know. And the you have those who gets an education for something, but end up doing something totally different.

Can somebody please tell me how I can figure out what I want to do?

Will I look for the same things in a woman that I dig in a girl?
Will I settle down fast or will I first wanna travel the world?
Now I'm young and free, but how will it be
When I grow up to be a man?
- The beach boys